If that scenario plays out........... I really couldn't bring myself to waste another minute of what is i reality, PRECIOUS time, that in truth could be spent with loved ones! I've said it a few times over the yrs, just never meant it like this time! Life's short !! I had to perform cpr Saturday, on my wife!! At home, alone! She is now in recovery at home, thank fuck! So had a peep on here while she sleeping, but this could end my association with the city if it played out!
Am I in wrong frame of mind for it? Fucking hell yeah!! Rant over.